Big Bang Boom
Just trying to express my inner world into concrete language, trying to translate my feelings and thoughts into written expression is hard and intricate. It feels especially harder since words for me provide solace and understanding, almost like I need the translation in order to give sense to the inner entanglement.
But I will try, not by mere scientific, sterile and neon-white observation; I will not put things under a microscope, like a science researcher would. No. I’m going to create a tale, a story around it; much like a children’s book writer wraps fantasy stories with well-meant instructions and guidelines for future adulthood scenarios.
Life truly has so much intensity and flavor…Hence, the need for fantasy in order to translate it.
The Human Woman is roaming through life, with her road already identified. She goes through the motion, she bears the responsibilities, she checks the tick box on every thing she believes makes her a good human woman.
Then, the Human Woman start to think deeper and to dream deeper. And out of those dreams, a new self emerges. This Woman starts releasing her human shackles and she shifts her attention towards the lightfulness of being.
Slowly, moment by moment, as each year passes, this human behavior gets enhanced, she grows, she transforms, she start seeing her true form and cannot go back. She embraces who she always was underneath, she understands her desire for enlightenment was there maybe even before her birth.
She turns, she moves. She is no longer a human Woman, she is now a Cosmic Woman. And she wants different things than the human version did. Her needs are higher, her dreams are higher, her interaction is not of human ordain.
She wonders and roams the road that is no longer established but rather created as she goes. She walks and lives and she has this blinding self-sufficiency that provides reassurance at every step. There is no need for another, as the Human Woman needed, but rather there is a choice for another. And power comes in the choice, not in the need.
The Cosmic Woman will roam alone in her Cosmic universe, until the choice is presented itself to her. She will then decide if she makes the choice or not, based on the openness and resonance she receives.
The beautiful thing about this road is the blissfulness the Cosmic Woman will feel, the revelation of being met, seen, understood and accepted as she is, not as she should, could, might be.
When the Cosmic Woman meets the reciprocity she emanates, she will feel soaked in positivity, light, joy, life. She will allow the gates to remain open and free and she will speak her mind and her soul, she will express her body and she will receive all the mirroring from another Cosmic partner. Attraction will no longer be defined as a need to be met, as her human self would define it, but rather it will be seen as a river flowing both upstream and downstream at the same time. Magnetism will be there, in constant push and pull and existence between two Cosmic partners will be seen as the supremacy of developing and cultivating two separate, ever-evolving Selves.
